Nice meal with Sue and Neville, everyone at work being super...
N's drunk opinion is that I'm being treated like an arsehole - so I shouldn't act like one - fair enough. Also said if he found me hanging he would think I was a wanker - not sure where that came from? Besides a trip to the Co-Op and a bunch of bananas would do the trick without the need for DIY/rope skillz. Also said that women don't loke men that cry - has he heard me bawling? I haven't done much really. I just have to see tldr and my eyes do moisten it's true. Mail from C, their ex was indistinguishable from evil - "do we ever really know anyone?"
It's 7:10 Am and I've had about 3 hours sleep...
I no longer think about the other man (om) in this, I more bothered about S and her actions... why didn't I realise something was up? complacency or just a willingness to beleive she was becoming less reliant (a good thing)
I'm tired... I need Sleep.
The only thing thats stop me calling\contacting S is my promise to K - christ what would I do without her?
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