Result...

Another draw for the Colu, but whereas Saturday's was down to conceding in injury time, tonight's was us scoring after the 90 and with only ten men to boot :-) As Woody's free kick hit the back of the net, I felt joy for the first time in about 4 weeks - it was fleeting, but it was there - so there's hope :-) 


Football matches and relationships, aren't exactly analogous, but during tonight's game the Brentford fans were enjoying themselves, they were playing well and in the lead - a good experience, but the end result for them was crap, that's what they'll remember - For us it was 90 minutes of rubbish and then a moment of unbridled joy, both teams came away with the same result, but we'll have the fonder memories - it's late that was going to make some sense but it didn't really.


My phone broke on the way down today, just wouldn't switch on - I was unable to check my mail or receive texts for about six hours - I felt a bit panicky to start with, what if I missed something? But ffs! what's so really important that it can't wait a few hours? A cheery up text from K a call from mum? All great and I love them but I should be able to go more than a few hours without requiring some kind of reminder that somebody is thinking about me. In a way it was nice to get home and see what turned out to be mostly crud. Anyway it's working now - umbilical cord re-attached doctor...


As forecasted lots of good chat with kc and some decent music too - she very caringly moves her playlist on one if there's a potentially upsetting song about to come on - fuck! there are a lot of songs about breaking up out there - it was a relief of sorts when the S club 7 came on...


I must acquire some Shins, Little Man Tate and Shed Seven's rendition of Cliff's 'Wired for sound'

my music is dynamite!





Decided I'm going to go to Orfordness before it closes for winter.